Sunday, November 23, 2008

Thoughts of the past week and asia conference

one word: WOW!

1st asia conference and i'm blown away! though missed out tonight's finale and thu, i went for the rest! I mean, wat a waste if i didn't go! there's a lot of things i expereinced and most importantly,God refreshed me for greater things to come through Benny Hinn's session!
Lots of things i have learnt and received great impartation from the speakers, especially Dr. A.R. Bernard, Benny Hinn and Pastor Kong.

Indeed what Kee liang mentioned in the blog is so true, why be so cropped up with studies? To some may think: if i were to go to asia conference means less time for studies. Which is so not true. I mean as i am resting from my final preparations for tmr's CM 1101 paper, i realised tat i can concentrate better after going for the past 2 days of asia conference. Can do it with a less tense pace and doing it with the holy spirit really charges n refreshes me.

Calculus paper was yesterday, though i admit i am not too optimistic abt the result, but i pray that God will do a miracle to at least see me get a pass grade.I admit my preparations for calculus weren't the best, esp sickness struck me the past week, means less time for studying but in spite of it, i did what i could and even went for asia conference. I pray that God will see my heart n pull me through.

Based on what i have received from God through the conference, there are a few things i wanna set myself right once again:
1)Be more active my walk with God. Dec will be a crucial month as i am gonna pray n read the Word on a consistent basis.(especially).Wanna go in to the new yr right with God and doing more for Him.
2) gonna be more faithful in serving Kee Liang. Realised that I am at the stage where i am serving another man's ministry. It's part of the journey for me being a cgl. It's a price to pay.
3)Start to read up more things that is beyond christianity n sports. God spoke and asked me, why not u begin to read up more to expand my scope of knowledge? dun be so confined with just the things i am doing now. No harm knowing more.
4)BE MORE DISCIPLINED! esp in the mind, gotta bring it to the obedience of Christ.
5)Start to step out of my comfort zone more to engage the market place with spiritual insulation!
6)Be more organised in the way I do things! BE EFFECTIVE!

Can't thing of more now, but the above 6 is more crucial than anything else.
Just as like what Huiyu said, Just admit i need God n let God lead the way.
God, i really need You, and since i rededicated my life to u once again, I dun wanna waste the anointing u place in my life and help me to be right with You once again. I dun wanna grow the fairfield grp by doing ministry, but really wanna grow the grp with God's leading and trusting You more.

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